I broke up with Mr N. That is if you can actually break up with someone you have never even met. It pained me to do so. I liked him a lot but I could tell that he was starting to like me a little too much considering that I really like Mr. J. I told him that I was not emotionally available to give myself fully to a new relationship. My friends tell me not to put all my eggs in one basket and that I should date other people. However, I think it is unconscionable to lead someone on when you know that your heart is somewhere else. It’s such a shame because Mr N is such a great guy. He takes care of his family (ie mother and brothers); he has all the right bio data. He likes me. Sigh. In my heart of hearts I just feel that I need to see where this thing with Mr J is leading before I start getting involved with others. If it goes nowhere that is fine. I will dust off my shoulders and keep it moving but I just have to find out. I guess I am an all or nothing type of gal. Ah the choices we make in life.
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To be an all or nothing type of gal, is the way to be!
Can't wait to read more about your adventures. I need to work my way from the bottom up so I can understand who Mr. N, J and others are ;)
I still haven't figured out how to link one post to another...how do you do that?
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